Calling All Captains - Chasing Ghosts

If you want better then go get it
Don't settle and let it all go to shit
Don't you settle for nothing and let it all go
That's what I tell myself
I've been half-hearted
And filled with doubts
And I'm trending down
I'm running out of patience
Because I've paced in circles plenty
With no one there to guide me
But I carry on
While black and white just bleeds into the grey

Chasing ghosts into another winter
With a faded heart
The weather keeps it bitter
Cause it's over and over again
It always felt like this was
Building inside of my head
But my memory's fading

Resentment can never
Seem to justify the blame
We built this from nothing
'Cause nothing was the same
No matter what you take
No, it won't go away
The pain you feel
Is it getting too real?

Chasing